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Post by Dream Adept on Aug 19, 2011 13:44:24 GMT -5
One more thing.... It really annoys me when the chatbox refreshes and deletes the thing you just said D< *rageragerageragerage*
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Post by lyme on Aug 19, 2011 15:59:36 GMT -5
Everytime! You're right!
I also hate how I am so selfish. I constantly think that there is a problem with MY life and what happens to ME. I ignored how my sister felt and hurt her. I was complaining how I was overshadowed by her, and it turns out that she felt the other way around.
While most people hate me behind my back due to my personality, my sister has friends who like her wit and sweet personality, yet I somehow deluded her into thinking that no one likes her.
I steal her compliments and slash away her self confidence.
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Post by dzetsu on Aug 19, 2011 16:16:24 GMT -5
I hate how all of us hate ourselves.
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Post by lyme on Aug 19, 2011 16:36:27 GMT -5
I hate how I have a 1 in a 3563764587367y42656bver chance of meeting Dasoku. I want to hug him and get a pat on the head. ;u;
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Post by Juon Kiku on Aug 19, 2011 17:22:55 GMT -5
I hate the commercials on tv asking for money to "save the children in Africa". Really, Africa was just fine until we fucked things over. I'm not sending money to fix someone else's mistakes. > :/ That and I don't feel sorry for the people in Africa. I hate how I'm so self-centered in this aspect, but the people in Africa aren't me so why should I give a fuck? They can hunt their own food like in the good ol' days and leave me the fuck alone.
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Post by ★D3su-Face★ on Aug 19, 2011 19:03:26 GMT -5
Adding with what Kiku said, I hate those stupid "Donate for the cure!" ads When, our country has already made the damn cure for cancer >:c They're just so greedy that they don't want to share it. GREEDY MOFOS.
I also hate it when people sterotype others. "SHE WEARS BLACK, SHE MUST BE GOTHIC/EMO" "HE LIKES STARWARS, HE'S TOTALLY A NERD!" "HE HAS A LOT OF GUY FRIENDS, HE MUST BE A FAG."
y so rude. >:c
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Post by lyme on Aug 21, 2011 16:48:21 GMT -5
(We don't have to put, "I hate how ________". It's not a template. ^ ^ Just complain how you want. Too much of the word hate might bring some evil creature back from the shadows.)
Okay, recently I've gotten uber emotional. One small problem in the day sends me in the bathroom to cry. Not because I just get unhappy, I begin to think about all of my problems and why I shouldn't exist.
I realized that I have nothing for me, no one to like me, and no future waiting. My personality is shit, I look like crap, I'm fat, and I have no skills. My siblings constantly overshadow me and then pretend that I am better than them. In games, it's my brother, and in everything else it is my sister.
My sister is the twin that is better than me in everything. She has been able to use proportions in drawing while I'm stuck in the doodle section. For singing, she is able to sound like Valshe and people stare with awe, while my senpai giggles when I try to sing my best. Even when just simply ranting, my sister can write like a poet while I sound like a hormonal teenager bitching about everything.
Even worse, my sister says I'm popular. I've analyzed, and I feel like Ageha's sister in this manga I read. Like, superficially popular with a lot of fake friends while she has few and hates herself only to have one real friend. I WISH that was possible. I'm more of like a person who has been blamed of a prank while not experiencing the fun of actually pulling it off.
I hate to say it, but she's wrong. I still recall my friend whispering to her behind my back, "I hate your sister." I also remember on chat when another friend called me butt ugly. When my mom asked some kids which twin they liked better, they both flocked over to my sister and hugged her. A few times when I was hidingg, my mom is talking to my sister about how many problems I have.
My sister uses the defense that I talk to people more while she sites down in the corner. But that's because I walk up to them and force on a conversation. They try to talk to each other and when I say something, it's, "Okay" and "yeah" then back to the others.
Online, the only reason I have more followers is because I'm more active. I pretend that more people like me online and it's the place that I fit in. But I remember that they would hate me if they knew me in real life.
I constantly ruin and hurt my sister. I grasp onto fantasy and roleplaying to escape reality and I never want to face the truth. I get mad easily and get harsh fast. I tend to lash out at one who has said only simple constructive criticism.
I cling onto friends I don't have and fight for praise I don't deserve. I cry in the bathroom all the time when I remember how little of a purpose I have in life. All I do is bash and destroy others.
Sometimes I want to just end it all, but unlike my sister, who had the bravery to lift up some skin, I can't even bring myself to pick up the knife. Like how I do for everything else, I use boring alternatives, like hair pulling and scratching.
Even now, I didn't type this with proofreading, so I probably have tons of mistakes.
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Post by dzetsu on Aug 21, 2011 22:18:49 GMT -5
I feel like I should stab myself.
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Post by Chloe on Aug 21, 2011 23:28:44 GMT -5
I cried reading ur post Lyme...
I hate how I am a midget... People say my skin is damaged because of my freckles... In roleplay I escape my life and live another one. People say I am emo but I am not... I am a bright and cheerful person.. Just because I wear some black and neon jeans I am not emo.
But I shall not take this People should get the gist that I am a regular girl... I admit I am emotional but so is all girls... UNDERSTAND people!!!
Also Lyme I wud be ur friend in real life!
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Post by ~Kagamine Rin~ on Aug 22, 2011 10:30:17 GMT -5
...(i know this isn't the place...) but..wow...just...wow... i (like most) thought i had problems, but nothing compared to what you guys (Len and Lyme) have to go through...and i guess this is my rant:
I hate how people go through life completely ignorant of others that are 'different'. What separates a human being? Are they bad because they may look different, or like different things? We are all the same once you take down rank and superficial things. To drive a person to the madness of killing themselves, or harming themselves, that is sick. I hate the humans inability to talk to others. So many things could be solved if we could all act mature and get to know how someone else is. Stop wrapping them around your little fingers and listen to them for once in your life! And if you say an apology....one should mean it. It annoys me when a person judges without getting to know someone...have you ever wondered if maybe there is a reason behind an odd 'quirk'? And never say you hate your parent...they may not show it, but they do love you. The only time you can hate a parent is if the actually abuse you...then that is justified. And no, buying you a $2000 phone is not abuse...there is more than money.
i don't know if any of this made sense...>.> but, i hate when food goes off as well...why?!
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Post by lyme on Aug 22, 2011 16:49:04 GMT -5
(Len... ;n; I don't know about anyone else, but you're one of my favorite people on this site. You're funny, witty, and just perfect.)
Human beings really suck. We all are selfish, attack each other, steal, shit like that... And obviously history and wars is proof how horrible we are. We're even killing our own home planet.
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Post by dzetsu on Aug 23, 2011 11:47:28 GMT -5
Yeah. Humans suck. We don't realize, or care, about all the damage that we're doing to our planet. In fact, those who do notice think that oh, our Earth is dying; let's go look for a new planet! We damage it as much as we can before finding a new place to destroy.
Then, we hate each other. Why? Because we can. Because someone else is different. Because someone else doesn't wear the right clothes, doesn't have enough money, doesn't have a high I.Q., doesn't look the same, whatever.
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Anju Uchiha
New Member
If we were all perfect, we would all fight for the role of God, Imperfection makes us human
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Post by Anju Uchiha on Aug 23, 2011 21:27:29 GMT -5
I dont like how tall and ugly I am i'm constantly being told that I have a low grade in everything (except for gym lololol) I can't help but feel stupid :/ I'm not good at anything I once played the Clarinet and my mom told me I suck and I should stop playing so I quit. ...:/
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Post by dzetsu on Aug 24, 2011 13:57:31 GMT -5
I don't like how my parents have to remind me at every possible moment about how short and ugly and fat I am. I should stop writing and drawing and singing and dancing because I'm not amazingly talented at them and I haven't won any contests, even for things I recently started (such as dancing) and I HAVE won two writing awards.
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Post by Hatsune Miku on Aug 27, 2011 23:58:06 GMT -5
I hate this hurricane. I'm wondering how my friend Ellie is in Virginia.. owo''
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