Touched - 18A-S - It's cleaner than you'd think...

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(Basically, this is a thread of me...role playing...by myself....actually.... Sorry if this isn't supposed to be happening, but I thought, if I'm going to tell stories and show character
development with my characters or give bigger examples of my characters, I may as well just share episodes with all of you guys who are interested in my characters?

So this is a one man woman role play, feel free to read and comment. But in parenthesis please. <3

P.S. ...you know what this means guys.....I'm bored......and like.....no one's on when I'm on......)

"Yeah! Well I don't need this place!!" Beth stomped out of a local McRonalds in the city and slammed the glass door. They were lucky the glass didn't break. She sighed and began stomping off,
crossing her arms with her bag slung on her shoulder, papers in her hand.

It's been a while now since Beth actually started living in Japan, but she was informed that if she couldn't find a job soon, she'd lose Ryu. Not that Beth should care anyways! After all, Beth and the
darn brat got into an argument the day before Beth got the letter and Beth hasn't seen Ryu for quite a bit of time. She most likely went to the Shion household to stay with Taito, no matter how
much she denies not going to specifically see him. Right now, Beth was mad at Ryu for spilling water all over her pack of cigarettes. Beth's rule to herself was one each week, but now that the whole
pack was ruined, she didn't have any for practically a year or whatever! Why was she looking for a job anyways...it wasn't like...Beth really wanted to keep Ryu anyways....right....?

As to what had happened earlier at McRonalds, Beth stormed out with her belongings because the manager keep staring down at her chest when Beth kept specifically saying "eyes up here, Buster"
while pointing to her own eyes. And after he said she was hired, he asked her of he was willing to give him a little fan service. Really? REALLY?? This week was just not going well for Beth. That was the
fourth time today! She couldn't even find a decent minimun wage job at McRonalds and there weren't any King Burgers around either!

Beth stopped for a moment and held the bridge of her nose, breathing in through her nostrils and sighing them out. She was going to lose Ryu, lose a purpose in coming to Japan, lose
everything. Beth sighed and leaned her head back before facing forward seriously again.

Beth took in a breath and began strutting on the side walk, looking through her papers to see where else she could go to. She flipped her long, dark locks behind her and for the fly away hairs, she used
her long and thin fingers to comb them back. She strutted past a cafe without knowing that a chance was coming up from right behind her with a tap of the shoulders.

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Feeling the slight tap, Beth immediately turned and grabbed who's ever wrist it was and glared at the person. "Hand off, Boy."

The man just held his hand and his other arm up, his briefcase hanging by his thumb, trying to show he was harmless. "Relax, I just needed to ask you something." He gave a friendly smile,
but with his dark sun glasses on, Beth wasn't sure if he was hiding something or not.

"Sorry, Buddy, I'm not looking for sex." Beth pushed they guy's arm back and began stomping off again.

"Well, that kind of tough personality is good for the type of job I'm offering." Beth stopped and turned her head. A job? She watched as the man opened up his brief case and began looking
through it. "You see, I was sitting at the cafe right here..." She pulled out a small card. "...and I was watching people pass by until I saw you, strutting along the side walk. Tall body, powerful
stance, beautiful face." He handed the card over to Beth, Beth only staring at it slightly in disbelief, what non sense was this. Beth scoffed at him. "You see, my name is Takara Kousuke, I'm a
modeling agency scout." He gestured for Beth to take the business card. "I was hoping if you'd liked to become a model."

Beth only furrowed her eyebrows, looking at him and back at the card to see what information it held, his name and number and email and what not. "How much are you paying me?"

"Well..." The man thought about it for a moment. "Actually, it depends on your fame." He smiled at her. "And it depends on what fashion lines decide to make contracts with you." He
nodded. "But your main contract is with me and my modeling agency, we will decide for you what contracts you make and what you don't make. Personally, we do your paper work, you play dress
up and give our agency more fame." He began to walk around her. "With your body type, if you wanted, you could even become a super model, 5'9", 34, 24, 34..."

Beth gasped at that and slapped him. "You're such a guy!"

The man fell back and held onto the railing that separated him from the street. "I told you! I work for a modeling agency!"

Beth rolled her eyes and looked at the business card. Ageha Modeling Agency...

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(...I just realized.....by doing this.....how lonely I am.....lol......forever alone.....)

~*Time Skip*~
*<3 ~ <3 ~ <3 *

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Beth sat in a stall, in a restaurant, looking through her papers and crossing things out with a red pen. The end of the day was beginning already, her feet were really starting to get tired of
walking on her stilettos. Apparently, because Beth was going to live in Japan, Nathan took her out shopping one day before he returned to L.A. Whatever she wanted, Nathan got, no matter the cost. That
is, except for things that were unreasonable...like clothes from the middle ages or things like chains and belts and whips. The only thing she had free range in was underwear and lingerie.

Beth sighed to herself, eating a burger while looking down at her papers and stuffing some fries in her mouth. She was still looking for a job, but that modelling offer was still in her mind. The business
card laid in front of her as she slurped through her straw loudly and unladylike.

If she did well...she wouldn't have to worry much...right....?

How hard could it be? It was just putting clothes on and taking pictures, right?

She stared at the phone number on the card for a bit, wondering what she she do until she picked up her phone. It was 22:03 right now...would it be alright to called...?

She sighed and dialed...

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It took a bit of a while until she got an answer.

"H-Hello...?"

"Nathan..." It was probably four or five in the morning for him, maybe three, she didn't know. "I want to ask you something..."

"Yeah...?"

"What would you think if I became a model?"

"..." Beth sat there with a straight face, for some reason, she actually wanted him to praise her. "...what? That's pretty cool I guess..." Pretty cool, he guess? "...why do you ask?"

Beth stared down at her food, not wanting to eat anymore. "No particular reason..."

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah..."

"How's Ryu?"

"..." Beth thought for a moment. "She's fine."

"Hmm...alright. If you need anything, just give me a call."

"Sure, why not."

"Alright, see you then."

Beth only stared at the phone for a bit before ending the call. She sighed and stared at the business card again.

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~*Time Skip*~
*<3 ~ <3 ~ <3 *

(Honestly...I don't have any idea what I'm writing now...because I didn't plan anything.....)

[Chloe]

((I like the rp so far...
I look forward to reading the rest!))

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(lol, oh really? Thank you. <3)

Actually, it's been two or three days since her last day of going out and finding a job. Beth sat on her bed in her dark room, all she had on was a camisole and some boy shorts. She was home alone
anyways, Ryu didn't come back home yet. Not that Beth minded actually, right? Right?

But as she sat there in her small and dark room, as the rain pittered against her window, she couldn't help but feel lonely... There was no one here, no one she knew. Know one she could actually really
connect with because these people were all just so different...right? Right?

Beth held her knees close to her and leaned her head down. She could hear the wind blowing from outside, the rain seemed to have gotten louder and louder. It was dark out... With all this, and all
this loneliness...Beth held onto her head. She couldn't! She won't! She refuses to have a nervous breakdown but it was already too late.

Her breathing was already leveling up as she turned to face the wall, leaning on it for support. No! Her lips began to tremble before coughing out small cries and whimpers. No! Her legs began to
tighten but fell to the side for comfort. No! She just sat there and started crying by herself, pounding on the wall and pulling the sheets on her bed.

It all just feels so lonesome...

Beth whimpered a little as she slowed down, trying to calm down, breathing still and silently before crying came up again. She couldn't help it, something within her told her to just cry and cry.

Beth didn't want to cry, she couldn't! She won't! Crying was for babies...she was a grown woman... Beth stopped again before sitting up on her knees and sticking one of her hands in her shorts
as the other one held onto the wall. The tears wouldn't stop but she pleasured herself anyways, crying and moaning at the same time.

I'm not lonely... I'm not lonely.... I'M NOT LONELY!!

She fell over and hovered over her bed, feeling herself as her face hid into her sheets, sometimes looking up to breath in some air but let out noises of heat.

I'm not lonely....

She held onto one of her bosoms with her other hand as she continued playing with herself with the other, trying to distract herself from crying...but even so....tears came out from beneath her
lashes.

Really...I'm not.....

Ding, Dong!

Beth stopped in place as she slowly pushed herself up a bit. Was that her bell?

Ding, dong, ding, dong, ding, dong!!

The pacing of the door bell got faster each set. Who could be bothering her at this time of night?

It could have been Ryu...!

Beth got up and pulled her shorts back up and wiped her hands on her shorts, trying to fix herself. She ran out of her room and opened the door to her apartment home. She went out to the railing and
stared down at the gate through the rain.

"Bethany!! Beth!!!"

There he stood, soaking wet from the stormy rain.

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(I don't get why "Nathan" is correct and then "Nathan's" isn't...)

"Nathan!!" Beth shouted back at Nathan who stood outside the gates. "What are you doing?!" It was him right? Beth's eyes squinted through the rain, it was not very convenient for her
apartment building to be facing the direction of where rain was headed. Beth held onto herself as the cold wind blew at her.

"Beth!!" Nathan shouted back at her, his collared shirt all soaked up as well as his shoes and pants. "Open the gate!!"

"What are you doing here?!" Beth shouted back, not caring if she would wake up the neighbors or not. "How did you get here? All the trains and subways are closed!!"

"Open the gate!!" Nathan rattled the gate, trying to get Beth to open the gate as soon as possible.

Beth stared at him a little before pushing some of her bangs behind her ears and holding onto herself, carefully running towards the stair case, trying not to slip on the wet pavement on her bare feet.
She descended and went to the gate, punching in the numbers and watched the gates open for Nathan.

She whimpered as Nathan stepped up to her quickly, grabbing her arms but slightly falling over a little as she tried to help him. They were both wet and cold. "Why..." Beth furrowed her brows
at the taller man in question. "Why did you sign a contract with that agency?" Nathan held onto her arms, holding her closely and staring at her with a hurt expression. "Why didn't you tell
me to do a background check first?! Why??!" Beth was confused, he seemed upset by her. "Didn't you know? That man picks up girls for gravure magazines!" What? "Why did you
sign that contract?"

Beth stared at him with unsurity as her eyes began to tear up, but who can tell with all this rain going on? "Well!" She wasn't sure what to say, and she didn't want her voice to waver either.
"You said it would be pretty cool if I became a model!" She tried pulling herself away from him but no avail. "And what do you know! At least I got a job!"

"But I never thought that you'd sign for a gravure model!" Nathan's grip was tighter and the space between them lessened even more. "I told you, if you ever needed something, to just call
me! If it's money you needed, why didn't you just ask me?!"

"If I couldn't find a job! I'd lose Ryu!" ...did that even matter? Beth's eyes twitched with tears as she stared up at Nathan. "You don't know anything about my current situation!
Do you ever think about me...?"

Nathan stared down at her with furrowed eyes, unsure of what to say. "...all the time...." Beth was shocked at that but even more shocked when Nathan's lips met hers and pushed her against
the stone wall of the gates, that were slowly closing, slightly roughly. Beth slightly whimpered at the feel of Nathan's hot lips on her cold ones. His hot breath lingered there until he moved them
along her jaw line over to her neck.

His strong hold on her wrists and the feel of his lips made Beth's breath even breathier and more aroused. "Nathan..." Beth's sad expression remained but she pulled her arms loose from Nathan
and held onto him, pulling him closer, trying to keep the rain from interrupting them, not caring if they were out in the open, in the rain.

(Ah....this is going bye too quick, ne?)

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"How did you get here?" Beth stood behind him, behind the couch he sat at and played with his damp hair. They were inside Beth's apartment room with the lights on.

Nathan sat on a towel to keep the cough from getting all wet. "As soon as I found out you signed a contract, I took the earliest flight possible at that time and ran here."

Beth's eyes lowered a little. "Were you worried about me?" She stared down at him. Please say 'yes'.

Beth frowned a little when he didn't say anything but was caught by surprise when she felt him gently take a hold of one of her hands and held it to his warm lips. Beth flushed a little before her hands
slid to the buttons of his collared shirt, she leaned against him and laid kisses along his neck as she began unbuttoning his shirt. Beth's heart began to beat faster as she got closer and closer to
him, kissing on him and sucking on him, nuzzling her face into his neck.

Nathan breathed in deeply and sighed it out as he helped her pull off the wet shirt from his skin and turned to look at her, pulling her over the back of the couch. He meant to roll her onto the couch so
he could get on top of her but they fell to the ground instead. But even so, they stared at each other until Nathan made his move with a rough yet slightly gentle kiss.

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Nathan laid a small gentle kiss on the side of Beth's jaw before looking her in the eyes. Their hands clasped together. "Is it alright?"

Beth frowned and looked away. "No, it's not alright..." What was he doing then? Nathan only stared down at her awkwardly for a moment. "What?" Beth quirked a brow at him.

"Nothing..." Nathan pushed himself up, leaving her hands, being careful not to hurt Beth in the tiny space they were in until Beth grabbed onto his arm.

"Are you serious?" Beth frowned a little, leaning up to kiss beneath his chin. "Why is it not alright?" She grabbed his hand and pulled it over to her neck. "I think this just proves that there was
something between us all along..."

Nathan stared down at her. "...from the very beginning...." He leaned down to her, grasping her hair and meeting lips with her ferociously yet romantically. "...you...." He got lost in his kiss,
unable to finish his words and unable to control himself, pushing her down to the ground again, locking hands with her.

[Kagamine Rose]

((I like it so far! It is awesome!Also you can control Ryu if you want for this! C: and make her pop upn and see this...XD But awesome job so far! ))

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It didn't matter if we had sex that night or not...

Bare skin met with bare skin over the white sheets on the bed. Nathan's form hovered over Beth's, her arms slung over his shoulders to hold onto him as he places kisses along her body.

...You don't need to know about my sex life.

Nathan kissed Beth's collar bone.

What matters is that there is someone here for me...

Beth sat up on her knees as Nathan sat beneath her. She held onto his face, her fingers playing within his short hair. She leaned in close to him with open lips meeting lips.

What matters is that someone loves me...

Nathan's kissed her jawline from there as his arms wrapped around around her waist.

What matters is that I am in love...

"Nathan..." Beth's lips leaned closed to his again.

Nathan's eyes were kept close as he pressed his against hers. "...what is it....?"

"I love you..."

What matters is that he's there, he's always there, holding my hands...

Their hands locked again as Nathan pushed her back down, hovering over her as their stretched arms locked hands, his other hand holding onto the side of her face, her long locks spread out
over the white sheets. He leaned close to her ear. "..and I you." He gave her ear a small lick, making her whimper.

...what matters is that...

...I'm not alone....

I don't know what the future might bring us and I don't know how long our relationship will last, but what I do know is that right now, I love him with all my heart, not matter how much or how less I say it
or deny it. Perhaps our hearts have been connected from the very first time we met. From the first time I sat in his brand new office when I was fifteen and he was 24... From that time that I cried in
his arms after the incident in the group home... From that time when I was first working at King Burger... Perhaps...from the very first time I was born....it was destined that someday....I will meet
him....even if things got in our way...what matters is right now....

He makes me feel good, and I can say both physically and mentally, but because he makes me feel good, and makes me feel good about myself, I want to become a good person. He makes me want to
become a better person. If I can become a better person, that would make him want to be with me right?

What more can I ask for...

After all...who wants sloppy seconds....

...I just couldn't believe....that he would over look my past and become my guardian angel in my present....

I don't know how to reward him and I don't really know how to do a lot of things...but I want to become a better person for him...

Perhaps that is the only way that I can reward him...

...because....I just love him so much....

...I give him my heart....

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(EH? Sou? Alright, but after ending credits. <3)

The End. <3


"Touched" by Aeirwen. <3

Bethany Ayumu Sato and Nathan Suwabe by Aeirwen <3

Ryu Hanuna by Kagamine Rose <3


Short and relatively simple yet rushed, I'm in hope of improving myself. <3

-Aeirwen. <3

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Ryu crept into the apartment as quietly as possible, but the lights in the living room were still on... She quirked a brow a little as she slipped off her shoes and stepped onto the actual flooring.
"Aunty Ayumu...?" Ryu noticed another pair of shoes, they were all wet. She walked into the living area and noticed some wet clothes. She began to wonder who was here so she went over to
Ayumu's room's door, she reached for the door knob. "I'm ho--" Ryu stared shocked at the dimmed figures in the dark, covered in sheets, a man hovered over Beth with one of her legs
slung over his shoulder. It felt like forever as she stood there and they stared back....just as shocked. Feeling as though her eyes were raped, Ryu shutted the door and turned around, heading for
the bathroom.

Owari! <3